What a Day

Yesterday wasn't a good day. It starts off with my dad and i getting something to eat. After that he drives around the base all slow and me getting all annoyed and tired and moody cause i'm on my period. Sorry if that was too much information buy heyy. I just couldn't wait to get home and sleep. So when we finally reached the house, i went on my ym and i received a message from my best friend saying: man i need to talk to you about some stuff that i heard..you see my best friend is also the person i like so i was like greaat. So then we finally talked over ym and had an argument. Yes i did something wrong but i'm really sorry. I wasn't thinking about him at all. All i was doing is thinking of me. So, like always we're back at square one trying to build things back again..i think..maybe. I really don't know at the moment. Plus i have some doubt about some things that's been going around here. I won't say it on here because it's really personal and family status. But if you're a person i know i trust that i won't have a problem telling you. Because if you know me i can kina read people. I have these feelings inside where i feel some vibe where something is not right at all. I can also tell if certain people have siblings or not. I'm an observer, and the things i see and feel are deep. Well whatever. Forget about that day. It's Sabbath and i'm not going to church /: cause my dad was like just rest today and yeah. I feel hecka weird not going to church.


So i will share a few things about a book that i recently bought. It's called "A Young Woman's Walk with God" and it talks about the fruit of the spirit. And i'll be sharing things with you about Love and Joy.
Love
"We are called to love not with words or with tongue only, but with actions and in truth 1 John 3:18
-Only the holy spirit at work can help you love like Jesus. The book says "those who are hardest to love, need it the most" - Love expects NOTHING in return. - Love involves effort, not merely emotion. Love demands action, not just feelings. Love is something we do, not something we only feel or say. - Even love the people who do you wrong. - Ask God to send the holy spirit to help you shower love on those who appreciate it, to those who don't, and to those who need it.etc
Joy
Joy is an expression of Godliness. - It is a sign that God's presence is in you. - Joy is experience anytime.
**** One thing that can ROB you of the joy of God, is your FAILURE to walk with God.*****
- Your joy as a Christian is NOT dependent on circumstances, but on the spiritual realities of God's goodness, His unconditional love for you, and His ultimate victory over sin and darkness.
- Your joy as a Christian is Not based on your efforts, accomplishments, or willpower, but rather on the truth about your relationship with the Father through the Son.
- Your joy as a Christian is NOT merely an emotion, but the result of choosing to look beyond what appears to be true in your life to what is true about your life in Christ.
That's all i have for you today. Maybe i can finish what the book says about the fruits of the spirit. Love and Joy is just the beggining of it. Have a blessed day!